And if you didn't exist? What would I do? Would I stop and lie down, curl up in a ball and let it sink it? Or flee to the edge of the world, keep running and running? Perhaps I would scream, shriek and explode into shards of white glass stuck to the floor. Or maybe I'd freeze, just halt like a statue, plead and just wait for you to come back. Neither would do, I know, I'll be patient I'll wait for the day you cease to exist and dance and twirl like a snowflake and melt, quietly, away.