You are so intrinsically fascinated with romancing the idea of dancing with your deepest desires yet hover on the edges of realities where the immediate surroundings provide chronic cessation of passion; that you cannot fathom a minute idea of how to forge a plan.
Thus the interim loss of fleeting moments that pass like whispers giving hints, hues, and clues originating from the very actions taken corresponding to the growing organisms within that fueled the creation of rapture.