you see i am feeling very weary, very weary

my medication is starting to kick in, and get rid of my evil thoughts

you see last night and most of today i have been feeling tired

feeling like the world is treating me like a hooligan

you see i think i am doing well, seeing i am a famous writer

and i am suffering from mental illness and obesity

you see i went to a party last night in tuggeranong

and i sat next to the speaker and they started playing games with me

making me sick of the noise, but i wash;t really i just wanted to think, i ain’t young anymore

and i said, i am a happy dude, and i am a party dude

you see i look down on my feet and there is a small rash on my feet

because when i got home last night i felt i never went out at all

one dude kept looking at me, so to avoid ******* him off i played my computer game

and relax, because he probably was having a bad day or he was off to a party or something

and i had my party at the tuggeranong community festival

i am watching neighbours and how bad paul robinson is treating steph

it’s only a show, but he is a *******, and i know when you have

a history of hurting kids you get treated like ****

i can tell you now, i am reformed, i might not look it but i am

i feel the aliens are trying to make me very tired and very weird

last night i felt me weird self in my head, giving me hallucinations

of people trying to force me to do what i used to do

my feet are being trapped on the ground, like i did when i was friends with patrick

and i don’t want to live in the past, i want these hallucinations to stop

well, i know only hooligans do what i used to do, but you know what used to did, he just used to

i can’t understand why people can’t except i am a changed man, now

i haven’t put a foot wrong since that day, i don’t want to be treated like that little young dude

like i used to, but i prefer to be treated like a real party dude

i am not crazy i am not crazy, i know i said steph should be the mentally ill persons skate goat

i personally would hate the treatment that steph is getting

driving to bendigo listening to classical music with a conservative man

you see paul robinson is a boring man who hates crime and doesn’t trust anyone despite of whether they have changed or not

you see i felt like that when i did that crime, and i get voices when i get what i want in work

and i don’t believe in not doing any harm to people, and i don’t believe in going to hospital anymore

and i felt like asteph felt when men like paul robinson tries to take me to hospital

like i felt the police were kidnapping me in 2004 so i can suffer

you see, i know i am mental, but i don’t want to have these feelings

like feeling our family cat is the dingo that killed azaria

i need to take my medication early, so i can feel coo, and yeah, it makes me feel cool

i watch TV and i see myself a lot in mentally ill people, and i feel, never to get in trouble again

i don’t believe in any morals, i don’t believe the rich know the first thing about helping the mentally ill

but i don’t believe in knocking over the rich people

because it gives them some reason to lock us up

and i find that is wrong, ok dudes