Dark red that pools my heart
like pins of thread from the start
plucked out one by one looking through
and wondering which hole to start.
You're present but you aren't,
I scream your name but you're no where to be found
pleading and pleading at least answer me please,
please?
...
Anna oh Anna
thank you
for the hardships,
the love,
the happiness,
and the sadness you
cause inside  
                                               my dark red pooling heart.