I'm sorry I let you believe that I was just fine.. I wanted to just tell you everything that was on my mind, but as soon as I saw that smile on your precious face, it was impossible to say. I know now that it was a mistake. I didn't know it was possible to hate myself even more than I already do, but I found it out when I saw the tears streaming down your face. I confess that I lied to you, my intentions were stupid but I thought I was protecting you by keeping the truth from you. My precious baby, I'm so sorry for what I've done. I swear, I'll never bring a razor to my skin again if that means you'll be mine.