You say it so casually "Mine." As though by saying it Then it is meant to be You repeated it when I Denied For I fully know you are not "Mine." Our history forbids it All sources say against it How could we begin again With everything left so unsaid You still hurt And still seek others Then describe what you want It's me And you know it And still want it And want it to not be me I'd say go **** yourself But I wouldn't really mean it In spite of your stupidity And avowed non-commitment I still love you I'm willing to let you hurt me Because when you leave I want you to see this time That under no circumstances Did you tell the truth When you said "Mine."