I can't believe this was me
I can't believe this is me

How
HOW

I have bones and a beating heart
a forgetful brain
and a new start

I don't remember this
It hurts me
I am crying
I am sad

Stop the pain
Substance P


WHY
why

When was that

I know when it was
in my heart

start
start
start


don't
go





please
thank you


I'm sorry
I am so sorry
I am so incredibly sorry