You are literally everything I ever needed. And I guess, if you were him everything would have succeeded. I know that you love me, and you want me to want you. But when i'm around you, I feel like I have the flu. I get sick to my stomach and nothing feels right. and when you held my hand a little too tight, I wanted it to work with us, for me to feel just fine. But he already stained my heart like a glass of red wine. I Know we could be perfect if I could just let go. There's just so many things that I don't even know. Sometimes I think I love you, and every is perfect. And then you said something he did, and I was a little conflicted. I don't want to hurt you, and I know it's too late to say that. I've already cut through your heart like a scratch from a cat. Good luck trying to heal your brand new open wound I'm gonna go hide myself from the world with some paint in my room