I dont have nightmares at night I live em on a daily. I dont hide under my bed from monsters i walk beside em and it doesnt even faze me just take a walk through my life then you will find the reason why I hurt so much. Do you have any idea what it feels like to be reaching out for help? your screaming and have the feeling theres noone out there. always alone dealing with these demons alone. Ive tried my best to reach out to the heavens above but all I seem to find are days filled with hell. so tonight, just leave me here to bleed. so i can drift and fade away. so I can finally rest my eyes. just leave me alone I dont want to say any last goodbyes. and maby tonight I will finally find some ******* peace.