in the mirror* I loved you alone I missed you before I want you calm I drown you discreetly I loathe you endlessly I need you first I remember you greatly I see you hiding I call you indignity I cuss you justly I think you kidding I have you lone I forgive you momentarily I wish you nothing I hate you openly I bind you permanently I doubt you quickly I trust you recklessly I hurt you spitefully I know you too I find you useless I leave you voiceless I declare you worthless I vote you XL I give you yourself I will you zealous I always see you number 2