I sit here depressed at 2 AM and I can't help but wonder where the time went when did I go wrong and fall lose off track of my life, it causes fluttering heart attacks I feel solitary may bring solidarity I yearn to progress personally to singularity
But I'm stuck in a rut and mud is taking over The Earth covers me with blankets, pulls me closer, A warm hug isn't what I want but what I needed From all these thoughts my brain is too heated and I'm scared of what's to come my friends are gone, if I ever had one
I enter and leave this world by myself my life just one page in the dustiest book on the shelf It scares me that I won't be remembered my words service to see my image rendered in minds and hearts of those I have touched And with you the touch was too much
I lay my hand upon your heart and it burned in, I can see the mark I'm not a bad person, but who am I? I take my body and throw it up to the sky A scar is what I left on you I can't heal it, not even with superglue
but you will live on, and so will I and the only thing for us to do is try march your feet in the onward direction and at the end we meet our reflection
Perhaps this is exactly what I need Cause for awhile all I have done is bleed