Who am I today?
I'm a seventeen year old boy from England.
I'm a nineteen year old boy in Australia.
I'm a sixteen year old boy from New York.
This cyber love comes at a cost,
a cost sometimes too high.
I lust for too many.
Too many lust for me.
Will this ever come to an end?
I am very afraid of the power i hold.
Truly, I am a fifteen year old girl.
Not necessarily actually.
I am a fifteen year old female to male transgender human.
I'm from sunny little SoCal.
And I am in an endless cycle of lying about who I am,
for cheap cybersex and thrills,
because i'm too afraid people will not love me.
I am a ******, a freak of nature.
I don't belong.
But I can still pretend for a little while that i'm loved.