Sitting here and it feels like my brain is scrambling to find something, or do something I need. But here I am, in bed at 1 a.m on a Saturday; writing my junk poetry, smoking what was left of a cigarette I found in the ash tray. I had a glass of wine earlier, which I enjoyed with the spaghetti I made. (My best so far) I watched two movies I rented, and smoked some ****, and now I am here. I want to read Bukowski, but my eyes feel more like closing. I guess I'll let sleep win this round.