I wish we didn't have to pretend I wish we could all be painfully honest I wish I didn't have to pretend I didn't miss you I wish could tell you that I thought of you today I smelled the air It was cold and crisp You loved the cold It smelled like fall Fall. I remember falling in love with you as the dead leaves fell Everything around us was dying But I felt like I was finally living Fall reminds me of falling in love with you It's so beautiful But it in the end everything dies The trees are left bare and cold Just like me Just like my heart