Look, I'm sorry
Go ahead and hate me
I know I deserve it
I told you I'm a **** up
I'm sorry I said I loved you
I should've never let those words escape my lips
I feel like I've given you a false hope
Now we're stuck in this mess
I'm not saying I don't love you
I'm saying that I can't and I know you know why
I've killed your heart and probably your mind
Now mine are filled with hate for myself
I'm not asking for forgiveness
I don't think I can make this right but just maybe I can try
Stop saying it's your fault when I was the one to start it all
Telling you all this I've brought you back to my level
We cause ourselves so much pain
**** I wish I could forget it
Instead I sit here and regret it