have you ever got so scared
over losing someone
to anything
maybe death or circumstances
that you cried  
even through
the person is still there for you
alive breathing and well?

but i am so scared
i’ll never see the face again
cause time goes by so fast but it seems like eternity
and then i get scared
that something will happen
today or tomorrow by night or by day
at any moment
'cause life is so fragile
like cup made of glass
and the only thing i’m certain of right now
is death

and i get scared ‘cause
no one knows when is it that we are going to leave
and i have this feeling
i am alive
now today at the moment
but i am stuck
and it makes me wanna die
but i don’t wanna die

so what’s the point of being alive
but not living
care
not caring
what’s the point of trying to redeem
when there ain’t a mistake?

i wanna fly
at least just for a second
but why do i want impossible things
over and over again?