I need a drink like hella. To soothe my sorrow and make me mella. I ******* hate this mind of mine Always churning Won't stop til I d.i.e. Plug up my eyes Ears Nose And mouth. Trapped in the sewage of my harmful thoughts I am sinking in ****. Can't breathe in Won't breathe out. Ded. Too rekt. Too ****** to give one. It's all in my head. I'm not crazy But i wish I was dead to the world At the bottom of the sea.