do you know of that time where the sun has just set, you're home alone, and can't keep occupied. it's only 6pm or 7pm or 8pm but you feel so tired: you're eyes are fighting to not give in to just a wink. well my vision is faded and blurry and i don't know why.
it's eating me alive, i can't shut down. i'm more awake than ever. did you know? i can't hold on anymore. "it hasn't even started" they say, but i want it to be over already.