and in the end, that's God sitting up there he just handed me God I'm holding God in my mouth that's God sitting in my stomach what else can really matter except that in several thousand locations, heaven touches Earth constantly, creating wormholes and chasms and the Lord the creator of the universe, sits in my cells, right now God waits in the space between the highest and the lowest of realms connecting the vaults of angels and the meanest human on this earth He waits. and He waits for us to eat Him, in the most ******, necessary way possible- He waits for us to need Him, and He is there, waiting. Our God is there. My God is here.