under the skin all i am is blood and thought forming into a lesser sum of the whole fitted between floorboards and motel rooms between clumsy words and continental souls this is a tired, drippy saying my mother would repeat from the tongue, like a song but not like a poem, just a saying "love this strong has to be domesticated" and i wish i didn't exist outside of my head; i only wish to be a vacancy of thought and i've bruises on the insides of my palms from it; easily hidden and slowly mended