I try not to think of the pain

but it's always there in my heart

I remember her smiling at me

telling not to worry you would be back

then the gunship came you waved at me

then you flew up into the blue

if I known what I know now

my regret is I did not kiss you goodbye


That evening I got the message

about the crash, no survivors

all our plans to wed gone

all the dreams we made together gone

all I have of you are fading pictures

I look at them sometimes late at night

feeling still as broken as if was yesterday

and I still cry about your loss


Those first few days were hell for me

all the people I had to phone

your mother fainted when she heard the news

your father had a breakdown

he never pulled out of that

your poor father died a broken man

if it was not for your sweet mother

I truly think I would of followed him


She used to always tell me, think of the good times

the three brief years we had together to treasure

even after all these years I still miss you

thinking how cruel was fate to us

I miss you so much

I vowed never to marry

and to this day never have

and with images of you never will



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris