smiles
smiles are contextual
social
constructed
smiles aren't something I do very often
thankyou.verymuch
but, occasionally, i'm looking for everything and nothing
and i see it in the way her hips sway when she walks
And I Hate That.
I Never Did That.
Before.
and now i'm smiling.
you think i'm lying?
later i'll be crying.
why isn't she dying?
Isn't That What We Do?!
the brick walls surround me
the depression's mounding up, here!
I Am Not One Of Those Pigs
but sometimes you've gotta find something to feel good about shit