"Who needs a death wish When all I want is you?" You don't even try But you tear me Apart. My heart is shattered My dreams are as dust In my mouth; All that I lived for before Is no longer enough. Why do I love you? There are better decisions to make And yet You are all my in between thoughts The beginning and end thought Every day I continue to suffer A constant hope to see you again Someday. For now I'll pine after you As if you are everything Even though The least of my concerns Should be our next moment.
The first line is from a song by one of my favorite bands, Polkadot Cadaver.