Sometime i cry, cry because im in this long confusing process of trying to figure out who i am and what i wanna do with my life.
I cry because im constantly putting myself down
I cry because my mom does it ten times more than me
I cry because i feel like im not good enough for anyone
i cry because i just wantt to be the reason for my moms smile even though shes the reason for my tears.
I cry because ive beeen obsessed with popularity, and being accepted because i some how feel it will substitute for the love i dont get from my mom
I cry because i want to come home once in my life and be welcomed with a hug and kiss
I cry because i swear no one understands
I cry because i try to be stong, but i feel so weak, ugly, worthless bcuz thts what im told on a daily basis by the one who gave me life.
I cry because i feel so broken and empty inside.
I cry because i try to comfort myself; i say 'things could be worse' but i only cry more because the thought of someone going through something worse than what i am breaks my heart. i just wish i could take away everyone's pain. tell everyone their beautiful in their own way and to never let anyone tell them different. tell them what I need to hear,