I may stab myself at any moment
I'm so glad you haven't made any imprint in my family's life
(You never tried)
Going to abuse drugs and alcohol until my face falls off
I want to take a knife and stab myself to death
I'm going to **** myself
I'm going to **** myself because I'll never hear you call me bunny again
I'm gonna throw up
This is a PSA for my obituary
Sorry mom
Taking steps toward suicide
I want to lay down in the middle of the street until a 5 ton truck crushes every bone in my body
I'm going to **** myself
Take pity on me I need it this morning
Pity kisses
Pity ***
Pity cuddling
I acted strong but I can break down so easily
I was so nervous to see you and you let me down again
Dear immune system, let me die in my sleep
Dear heart, I'm sorry I let him break you again
I tried to kiss you in the woods and you pushed me away like I was nothing
The way you said stop was like laying on shards of glass
Do you ever just want to put a gun in your mouth and shoot bullets into your brain
You need to stop letting him do this to you
You need to get away
Very in the mood to lay down with you like we used to with a bottle of wine and a good movie and your lips on mine
You used me
You ******* used me to cope with your sorrow
And then you stopped loving me
I'm crying quietly again
The wine did nothing
I never ever ever want to let go. You're there somewhere, I know it
You make me feel so insignificant
Like I never mattered
I'm so in love with you
It won't go away
I missed the guy you were at 12 AM last night, that's the guy I know
You hit me
I can't stop thinking of you
If I dream about you tonight again I'll go blind I swear
Four months later and I want to throw up I miss what we had so much
Month nine. Here I am