How can you say you love her, when her body is a trophy for you to conquer, like a piece of meat that once hanging out too long will start to decompose. Shes making excuses for you "oh this is how he shows love" "he says he loves me and thats why *** is always a must for him." She compromises more than she should to make you feel pleasured shes fighting inside her brain this isnt what shes after. Shes just another tally on your board, just another pebble to throw in this pond. Shes based her self worth on how much you ask her for things she does not want to give but does anyway to keep you at bay and the tears from escaping. And shes finally breaking inside.  i deserve a hell of a lot more than youve given me. I put the broken mess of myself together forcing shattered puzzle pieces to fit when they arent meant to be i faked a smile for so long that when i finally smiled for real, it wasnt for you. Ive swallowed my morales. But that day you wouldnt take no for an answer threw any emotion i may have had for you out the door. Im stuck in this cycle that revolves only around you, so when do i get to feel loved? Because today im taking back my body. It will never feel the heartless touch or the loveless i love yous. My body will never bend over backwards for your satisfaction so uhhh honey go run along to some other girls arms.