with each sunset the days are going and though i've never stopped toiling this wilderness bewilders me still till i ask myself what comes after me what gain there is from a poet eluded by material riches some leave dream-quality mansions for posterity others bequeth fabulous wealth to their progeny and they're remembered for their bounty but i, the poet in the family,will leave only my words they will shed tears when my images come alive they will say how singularly spectacular was my diction and they will make songs out of my poetic epigrams but they will not see in their chapped hearts how other life was always hovering around me how the words i invoked floated near the edges of my person and how something huge was always on the tip of my pen