I’m sorry for having gone away again and
for the sleepless nights its caused you
I never meant for you to get so
wrapped up in this tangled mess  
And I fear that it is wraps so tightly around your neck
that you’re struggling for every breath  


But the night is now over and
I’m still so scared to come back  
With so much potential; stored up drives to live  
but what if. What if its not enough
What if im not ready and it all comes back crashing down
And me, I can barely stand as it is.