i am hopelessly enchanted with the ghosts hiding in the attic, the dilapidated dust-mite covered picture frames, and the plastic worn dolls wearing their frilly dresses. the things that are endlessly fascinating that wash me offshore, i battle currents to find them. i am humbling, yet i have a strong lack of courage. the words i want to say become dust mites, float away into the air, and meet another mouth distant from mine. the attic becomes an abandoned studio, where the beautiful things lie alone. my hands yearn to meet with the ghosts.