I've been trying to get myself back together
For so many years my life had fell apart.
But I am pulling through all the trouble and pain.
Sometimes my heart gets weak and it feels like rain.

I am still bombarded with all the tragedy of the past.
Every day is a new day and this feeling will not last.
I have done everything I can just to keep myself sane.
But it all comes crashing down and it feels like rain.

The way to truly live is something to be shared.
Not to be all alone and to feel like no one cared.
But if you don't pull through things will stay the same.
That is being tough whenever it feels like rain.

My mind is playing tricks on me every single day.
I wish I could make it stop and be on my way.
But the day will come when I can stop this freight train.
But in the meantime until it subsides it feels like rain.