Her body was tangled with mine so abstract not even a painter could fully understand its beauty like we did. Sprawled out upon that bed as if spiders on a web, and I know you don't like spiders so I promise I'll protect you from each and every single one of them until you tell me you no longer wish to see me even then I will be your knight in shining armor and come to the rescue. In that moment everything felt so right, my heart swelled knowing the possibilities our relationship can withstand but  we arent even together yet. Holding you felt like my duty, I will serve and protect your wishes and now I'm on the sidelines and you are running through my thoughts taking over ever inch of my brain and I fear I'll go insane but kissing you...I know I said I could never breathe without kissing her but you, oh god,  its like having all the answers to the world. I'm hoping if I open myself up like operating surgery on myself that you will see this isn't some joke and it won't end within a few months. I wish I had the nerve to tell you every detail every aspect of me falling for you. Once you walked through that door you had me and now I hope we can be each others safety I will open every part of myself possible and let you find refuge among my bones and my heart it will be yours for the taking. How could one poem one verse ever let you know that I'm heading for deep waters and I'm scared to let you know I fear of going to far pushing to fast and so I'll keep my mouth shut until I know everything I possibly can about the beauty you hold and the feelings that grow for you. It was within that moment of holding you I knew I couldnt let you go