Finished with the drama
With the boy
I have no friends here
And I feel so alone
But my thoughts won't leave me that way

They won't leave me alone
My heart is still beating hard
My breath still short
Even though he sent that text long ago

It's been an hour since he wrote
And that terse "It's fine"
Ricocheted through my brain

I leant his tie to someone else
Without asking

I leant my crush's tie to someone else
Without asking

But "It's fine"

It is so not fine
Your taciturn texts made that clear
And it will never be fine again
So why am I still here?

I'll never see love that I can tell
But I suppose that it's just as well
If only I could stop falling in love
If only I could stop falling for you
For anyone
I think that I would be happier alone
If only I could stop falling
It's making me sick
I might puke
I need to stop
Stop
Stop
Please Stop