i stood too close to the edge of the portal silently ******* me into it surrounded by ghosts so much singing a dizzying high perspective grumbled and wrung me out saying that dish is not clean because you did not rinse it before putting it in the dishwasher what the hell did you eat anyway? essence of absorption and deception i dipped them in truth until they tasted sweet honey unto my lips all i could think about was the honey the ******* desire to be slathered in honey licking it off my own body and his while the wind tickles the fine hairs inside my ears can you hear the sound of self disclosure? forgetting anything other than captivating madness that has not happened yet there are still people around, I know because I see them, barely