Sorry if being naked is disgusting for the decrpid old hunch back. Poverty & broken things attack. Her of all people should know i was born that way. Here i despise to stay. If me wanting to get married before age 40 is ridiculous & disgusting for her she can move into an old ***** home. She doesn't even know how to use the voice mail on her phone. Ariel doesn't like getting her picture taken as much as i do sorry if i seem conceited but i love myself. I am poor without wealth. Maybe too much. I can feel & touch. I have too much free time & no friends. Finaces can mend without a loan to lend. So my appearance means alot to me. Something everyone can see. I dont consider myself a selfish person. We are each one. I love Ariel. I want us to live a life that's full. i love cats & dogs & animals. Intelligent life not fools. I am a vegan since 1996 for moral reasons. I am against firearms & guns. I care about endangered species. They should be saved & not served in pieces. I have empathy & compassion for others especially if it's someone i am close to or acquainted with. Your not Lord of the Sith. Even watching something sad on t.v. or DVD can make me cry. Not everyone deserves to die. I dont think i am overly emotional but i have a strong empathy for unfortunate people or animals but not pity. Unless they are not friendly & bite me. I don't like noise. Sexually I don't like girls just boys. When i talk i talk too much. When i drink i drink too much, When i eat i eat too much. In my mind I am not touched. I may have an addictive personality. I just have to be free. Only 2 people in this world stresses me out that is my mom & brother. We should be in the home of another. Other then that i am easy to get along with. Am i someone you could miss? I can bring sunshine to anyone's day. Who wants to play & with them have me stay. I am an ice breaker. I tell the truth & i am not a faker. I am just trying to maintain a connection. Some love & affection. Social or otherwise. Sometimes to live your life someone else needs to sacrifice their demise. I need to have fun on a daily basis. You can know how i feel from my faces. I need love to feel alive. Work was how i thrived. A job is the only way to survive. For the last 4 months i felt like a dead flower withered & lifeless. I feel cursed not blessed.