What falls away is always. And is near.* - Theodore Roethke
It begins when you are small:
some marbles, a jack knife, lunch money,
simply seem to vanish.
Older, the stakes go up:
lovers, chances, a bag of primo ***,
disappear without explanation.
In war, it's your comrades,
your lighter, perhaps your sanity,
gone in a ****.
And then the big stuff leaves:
wives, children, careers,
down the cosmic rabbit hole.
It's not all bad. No one misses
a mortgage, car payments or taxes.
But then your body retreats:
a hip replaced, wobbly knees,
no more rock hard erections,
the creaking back and bad omens.
Until, at last you are an old man
- sitting with a beatific grin -
alone, broke, bored, yet
curiously joyful
at having nothing else left
to lose.
Looking down, you find a missing marble.
~mce