its hard because i thought we had an hourglass and it was half ******* full and then you said **** it and threw it at the wall and i look back through texts and it wasn't slowly falling apart it all went wrong in one night one phone call one goodbye and it's gone. the sand's all over the floor and there's blood dripping down my thigh and whos gonna hug me while i cry it's not okay that it happened like this.