Yesterday I found out that the antidepressants I am on can decrease feeling in my lady parts. I cried, not violently. The tears slipped down my cheeks because I realized it now affects every part of me. My illness starts in my head, and ends in my toes. Iam plagued with this, for what seems like forever. Am I able to enjoy anything? Eating makes me fat, happiness turns to sadness, my art is never good enough, *** won't make me feel a thing, friends leave, holidays disappoint me. I hope you'll never leave me, you're my one and only. I'm gonna marry you. It won't get any easier, and I hope you stay for the bad and good.