Should have died
Never will believe in god
**** society
Emotions truly make you weak
Should have died
I'm pathetic
What the **** is there for me
A world with me in its crosshairs
Should have died
19 years held onto my self loathing
I'm holding too many secrets
Should have died
Wish I would have
Why do they torment me
Should have died
Listening to these voices
I'm fighting a losing battle
Should have died
**** it
I'll do it
I'll leave this world
With out a tear
Without a single thought
I'm as useless as thirty year old milk