I feel so used
But my complaints fall on deaf ears,
Which are only attuned to the sound of her voice.
A voice that haunts your nightmares,
And sings in your daydreams.
A voice that I tried to drown out with my own lullabies and sadden cries,
But i wouldn't couldn't can't be enough,
To be your only one.
My thoughts are laced with thoughts of you,
And it's slowly killing my senses.
So when you're eyes search for her in crowds of faces
My eyes go blind with love,
My ears turn deaf to reason,
And self preservation becomes a foreign concept.
Only my lungs seem to understand the toxicity.
My vices constrict my chest and breathing becomes impossible.
Vision slowly fading to black
And you're still the only thing on my mind.
What hope do I have
To be your only one?
I feel so used.