HURDLING THROUGH THE TRAFFIC NIGHTLIGHT MACROCOSM MY BUS BOPS AND DASHES LANE AND INTERSECTION BAM GOES THE TENNIS SHOP THE GRILL THE SHOPPING CENTER IT'S ALL LIGHT IT'S ALL ECSTASY A BOILING CANDLE RAPAPAPA- THE WILD JAZZ BUDDY RICH SWEATING IN MY EARS UNRESTRAINED FRENZY NEON BLINKING APARTMENTS WIDE IN THE DARK DISTANT ATMOSPHERE MOHAWK MAN BOOT COLLISION ON THE COLD FLOOR SOME LINOLEUM SOMEBODY SHUTS OFF THE LIGHTS TO HIS STALE OFFICE RETURNING TO BED DRAGGED OUT AND BEAT BEGGING FOR SLEEP IN AN UNWASHED BED BUZZ AND THRAP THE DRUMS AND CYMBALS SOAK ANY OTHER SOUND INTO THE 949 HYSTERICAL NIGHT GAS STATIONS NIGHTCLUBS MONOLITH CAR DEALERSHIPS MOTELS RADIO TOWERS BUS DEPOTS LIQUOR STORES SUBWAY UPTOWN 4 6 4 5 0 APT SUITES DRAIN SERVICES "STOP REQUESTED" DISTORTED RATTLE OF THE INNER WIRING AND WHEELS SQUEAL TO A HALT IN FRONT OF EMPTY HIGHWAY CONSTRUCTION "FOR YOUR SAFETY PLEASE HOLD ON" UNSPOKEN MONOLOGUE OF WOES IN EACH TIRED SKULL CASINO LIBRARY DRIVE THRU PHARMACY VAPOR SHOP INFLAMED EGO RAPTURE MORNING RAZOR WELCOME POLICE TASER UNWELCOME I'M PROUDLY RANTING OF MY SURROUNDINGS OF THIS MAYHEM MUSIC THIS GASOLINE VESSEL HOWLING INTO NOVEMBER TRANSFIXED AT THE ENTIRETY OF IT ALL OF THIS OF THAT OF THOSE THE STEADY RACKETING IN MY BRAIN CONVULSES TRAIN OF THOUGHT PURE FLAMMABLE VERSE ELECTRIC "GRANITE & QUARTZ" THEATRE THERE IS NO THEATRE NOT HERE DON'T BOTHER STAGING SOMETHING AS ELABORATE AS CHAOS ONLY THE WIND BIG BAND CAN BUZZ OUT A TUNE LIKE THE AFTER-HOUR MARCH OF LOOSE HEADS POLITICAL AFTERMATH ON THE TELEVISION DRUNKEN SUPERSTITIONS SIDEWALK FIGHTS RECKLESS CONSUMPTION RAMPANT DISORDER CLASS WEALTH IMBALANCE CRUELTY ABANDON INSOMNIA PARANOIA THE SKY HAS SEEN EVERY WAR AND MISHAP OF US IT SECOND HAND SMOKES EVERY INDIA PYRE SMOKESTACK REPETITION MORNING COMMUTE AFTERNOON JOYRIDE FIREWORK AIRPORT BACCHANAL THE CLOUDS DO RECALL DISTANT OLD-WORLD CASUALTIES AND THE NUCLEAR INVENTION A LOSS OF IDENTITY I THINK OF ALL THIS AND THE BUS WINDS DOWN SCREECH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M ALMOST HOME I'M ALMOST THERE THE HOME THAT'S NOT MY OWN NOT YET IT'S EVERYPLACE AND NOWHERE AT ALL IT'S THE UNSEEN AND THEN SEEN INDIVISIBLE AND TRANSPARENT REALITY IT'S EVERY DRIVE AND DREAM I'M ALMOST THERE NOW I CAN TASTE ANOTHER CATACLYSM WHILE MIRACULOUS JAZZSOUNDS AND TCHAIKOVSKY'S CANNONS SILHOUETTE A CHANGE OF PACE IN THIS MAD PLANET AND ALL IT'S HABITUAL INHABITANTS FOR BETTER OR WORSE I WILL CONTINUE MY MEDITATIONS AND GET BY TO CATCH THE BUS AGAIN AND TO SEE INDONESIA AGAIN AND TO LOVE AGAIN AND TO DRINK WHISKEY BY A MERCURY BONFIRE IN SOME PASSING YEAR AND HOLD TO HOPE AGAIN AND HOLD AND WRITE MORE POEMS AND WRITE MORE POEMS IN VIETNAM AND MORE POEMS IN BENARES AND MORE POEMS IN SAN FRANCISCO AND MORE POEMS IN BRITISH COLUMBIA UNTIL A BEARD KISSES MY HARDSHIPS AND REMINDING ME I'LL ALWAYS GET PAST WHAT SEEMS TO BE THE WORST OF IT I'LL WRITE AND WEEP AND SING AND RACE MY OWN DEATH INEVITABLE IT WILL BE *E X P L O S I V E X V P I L S O O S L I P V X E X P L O S I V E