Drowning, is that what this feels like? suffocated by nothing but air, duties to preform, but nothing gets done. working hard, but blamed for getting no where. something fun that went a-rye. power mad authorities, wishing for control. chains refusing to allow, this wasn't how it was meant to be. Friends laughing and enjoying life, not to be mesmerized by the numbers of unfair calculations. Hard work that spiraled to the ground when that power wasn't enough. No more titles, no more 'authorities' in this happy place I created we do what is enjoyed with those who share an interest. Not in the budget, than make it so, or just don't go. We can have fun other ways. Simple can be fun as long as no one corrupts us. it was my creation, but I am equal to those who come. Money is not a priority, power is not our undoing. It was meant to be enjoyed, and reminiscenced after these few years, not the cause of agony and failure.