They told me to write again I said I cannot The pain would be to great It is only an account of suffering
They told me to write different Write about something pleasant They love a cheesy romance Happy ending and all
I cannot write of joy Suffering consumes my heart Pain flows through my veins And stains paper with true romance
Like Pip and Estelle I love a black heart I am never to be rewarded With the love of my love
Like Jay and Daisy My love chose another My heart ripped from my chest I am left for dead
True love knows little joy Happiness is brief Suffering is great Pain is indefinite
Because true love is to suffer On anotherβs account To love despite suffering To love no matter what
Star-crossed lovers have little hope But I will continue to write Only of our suffering love My muse is not lost
I was asked why I do not write anymore and my answer was a simple shrug. But the true answer is very complicated because I lost the one I love. So after 2 years since I wrote of you, and after 1 year, 257 days since the day you got engaged and ripped my heart from my chest, I sat down and the words flowed out. And I imagine that is because just because I suppress my feelings for you doesn't mean they aren't still very very real.