He married me because I was pregnant I am Sure. Well double pregnant really it was twins. I never thought that he could love me or that I could dare to love him. It just felt the right thing to do. But it changed when the twins arrived I have never seen anyone as happy as him well unless you count me in that is. He was so good looking so gentle What did he ever see in me? I was always cheating and losing on diets to keep myself a size fourteen. My hair frizzy and wild. But he made me feel beautiful. How did he do that? We went for a Sunday evening walk It was fall in central park. We walked the twins in their double stroller. The leaves had turned red and amber under the chilling winds of late New York autumn. The late fall sunlight lit up the park in reds and golds against the grey outlines of the old city. A city that had seen many such love stories. I see Michael holding the twins in his arms. I could see the love he had for us all in his beautiful eyes. The same eyes that had some major optical defect. An aberration that I had no understanding of. Because he saw me as beautiful and worthy of his love. And in that single moment There in central park on a red carpet of rustling autumn leaves. I felt him walk in into my heart through a door I had always left unlocked for only him. As he entered inside me to a place on this earth that was destined for him alone. I closed the door quietly behind him. Locking it with the only key that existed. Then throwing it into the urban woodlands never to be found again.