Maybe I lost you the day they said you would have to leave.
Maybe I lost you the day you couldn't remember my name only my face.
Maybe I lost you the day you started to be devoured in pain day after day.
Maybe I lost you the day you couldn't write anymore.
Maybe I lost you the day you couldn't speak anymore.
Maybe I lost you the night I never said goodbye.
Maybe I lost you the day of the funeral.
Or maybe I never had you to begin with.