i bite his lips so hard
they bleed
but he still comes back for more.
he tastes
like copper
but he doesn't have a penny to his name.
he knows my type
and
he knows just how to get under my skin
and
i can promise you he's poisoning me, ever so slowly
with the things he says..
he's trying to peel off my exoskeleton.  trying to get me
naked

in his bed

or

on the
floor

at this point, i don't think he cares.

i don't know what to do when he teaches me things
or touches me inbetween my thighs
except bite off his head
and shoot him down.

you can't fight poison with poison though.
no one ever wins
and it's his move
so im just stuck.

but please believe me when i say i want to love your pain away.
i'm just use to kisses with fists
and my soul getting ****** and left in that alleyway with those dumpsters
my face pushed up against the brick floor..
it wasn't worth the drugs..or the time i spent trying to make myself not care.

but

i guess,
we are all just wasting time.

long story short, i don't know how to love and i don't think someone so lost in there own sadness is capable of understanding something so beautiful

so just know, that i am sorry

when i bite off your head
and **** up your soul, i didn't want it to be that way.

in another world maybe we could have been together.

please
forgive me
.