I'm sitting on the porch taking in the scene's reflection I freeze time to admonish myself of the moment's perfection Astonished by the serene vestige of a complete life Molded by time, patience, virtue, and strife My daughter Jacqueline holds a flower in hand And bolts towards me as I pretend to stand Then catching me exclaims "you won't win this race!" As I lift her up to me she plants a kiss upon my face With a wistful innocence she places the rose in my hair Closes her eyes and whispers "I love you everywhere." "No matter where, I love you too, my darling Jacqueline" Beyond oceans and streams and everything in between
Then my beautiful bride steps outside Clutching the next miracle on the way There's something she wishes to tell me But her words I can not relay I am suddenly stricken with a pain in my chest They look down upon me and shout "you know what is best!" But the voice I hear is distinctly my own "It is by your choice that you remain alone" The finale like an overture orchestrates my malady I open my eyes and come slowly back to reality
It's so much easier to be the "bad man." This poem is dedicated. This is the reality I paint. This is the beautiful reality, apropos to nothing, because I will never let it be...