People have different opinions (ok I get it) I have yet to discover I've yet to rebuild. I was laying down and got a rush of sadness. Don't know why. It just happens! I cried and was talking to my father. Daddy I'll be ok I Rush to my pitty as if it was important. Well the point of it I guess is to let it pass and keep yourself busy. Now a days sadness is ones legacy. The regrets are just painful memory that repeats. Why rush, why not heal it? I admit some wounds never heal. I've got these scars that don't show but their in the way. Have tears that won't dry and impossible to wipe away. I'm drowning with the rush of tears and won't be able to shred the shore. **** not again this is a feeling I won't be able to ignore. Crying, Hyperventilating, Screaming. All Involving with a Rush.