having always been afraid of heights it makes me happier than can be explained that when I found myself in love with you I hadn't fallen but had been carried moment by moment into the deepest purest love I have ever known though in finding myself in unfamiliar depths panic crept in suggesting that falling might be better as you land in the shallows but the sound of panic could not be heard over the sound of a universe transpiring to lead me into a future that I have not yet come to understand beyond the feeling of finding my way back home but I haven't quite grown into this soul that matches the one that you have but a ghost of a promise was made for a time when I fit into a soul that belongs with yours until oblivion sends us searching once more