After the nights dark, come the days The days becoming more often gray Hiding the suns rays No more light Becoming the norm, an everyday way It's showing on my face Inside nothing but rain Curled up in bed and staying away Phone off, T.V. off I don't want to hear what anyone has to say No desire to play I myself ,I betray Laying full my ashtray Fighting to live and stay One day after the other, then they become days All of a sudden it's May None I remember or did I save Consumed only by the pain of those days When my love strayed Nothing familiar because it is not the same Depression I have become it's prey As the days go by my heart becoming hard as clay Day after day of not so good days To trust and to love, who said it pays Vivid are those last days Before my love decided to stay away Those days when we were called they Twenty years ago of days