I stood in the silence abiding the time until you spoke Even needing you couldn't bring you out from where you're hiding Sometimes the dullness of life left me feeling like I never got off on my feet Never got to the door and never leaving So when I called out your name no one listened And now that I'm nailed off not a name is spoken Then where are you, and when are you now the person that you promised I waited so long and haven't found the thing that you left me with I thought it was love but love is broken An epic that everyone was involved in, no casting So where have you been? Not lost in the darkness Not found in the light Still sequestering in the beautiful night above So slow so still in the quiet air now my love Does the north bring me to you? And the south back to where I laid? Yet in the black and blue there is no sign, no shadow of where you lay. Then where is it? When does it? Will it be where the unknowable plays? Because you won't tell. And the leaves can't say. I'm left with everything that I want to create But when I want nothing what is it then will I delineate? To you about all the questions that my endless curiosities leave me every single day.